Things that make us go hmmm...

I am going to meet with my brother today. I am afraid of what I will see. He has been out on the streets for a good 3 weeks now. He does not have any of his belongings and I have no clue how or where he eats. He says he is looking for a job, so hopefully he will find something and hopefully he is finally sick of living his life the way he has been living it.  He is in so much trouble with the law it breaks my heart to think of what may happen to him.  I am praying that today goes okay. I am in a positive mood today, so I am doing my best not to let any situation stress me out. I always feel there is so much I should be doing for him. Everyone I talk to says that I have already done too much for him, but being his older sister, I am supposed to protect him. Billy and I have always been so close and he always confided in me when we were growing up. But, I will stay strong and keep up the tough love. The reason for meeting with him today is to help him fill out applications and so he can go thru some of his belongings stored in my crawl space. 

I think that is all I am going to write about today. I still have quiet a bit to do before meeting up with Billy.